Again and Again and Again

Again and Again and Again

It's Sunday again,
gloomy Sunday again.
Christmas is going to suck again.
It's really not snowing again...

I've been disappointed again.

I'm sleepy again,
I'm weepy again.
I feel defeated again.

I'm wishing again,I
'm hoping again,
But no one's ever listening again.

He wouldn't answer the phone again.
So why even try again?
She's with another boy again.
Who's going to leave her next week again.

I feel alone again.

My makeup is half-done again.
I woke up early for nothing again.
I looked forward to you for nothing again.

And for this, I hope you'll hurt again.

Tonight I'll try to sleep again.
But, I'll have those nightmares again.
I'll awake to sharp pains caused by you again.
Over and over and over again.

Everyone's being stupid again.
Everyone's revelling in fantasies again.
But, here I am in reality again.
Again and again and again.



(Originally posted on December 26, 2007, @ darkalchemystudios.deviantart.com)

© Caitlin Blair Cogar